How God moves sometimes. I was pretty down the past couple of days because of decision making to move back home to Melaka. But I guess, we can't get the best of everything, some things, need to be sacrificed.
While bickering around about the decision to move back... I just heard/saw on FB that my friend just lost her child at 5 months pregnant. I can't comprehend why, and for a moment, I did question God, why her? She had already suffered two miscarriages within the same year, and now, at about 5 months!
I just can't understand.. Why? Like they always say.. Why do bad things happen to good people? Precisely! I just pray and hope that she will be back up on her feet once again and that He will continue to strengthen her and perhaps, show Himself strong to her.
I looked back and saw Sara... How she puts a smile on my face even though how tiring she can be at times..How I have taken everything for granted. The Blessing that she is. God gives life.. and He takes it away. That, is a fact. We can't comprehend why He sometimes do that, but He does. We always limit Him in our little boxed minds that He should be this and that.. but the fact that, our knowledge itself can't comprehend the whole of Him.
And because of that, I felt at peace, with the decision made, though hubby and I still have a little bit of resentment and reluctance to go home. We just pray that everything will be put in place, as we first honor Him in obedience.
I am blessed.
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